Saturday, August 16, 2003

Did you ever have one of those days that a million big important things happen all at once and you’re looking forward to and dreading them all at the same time? And you immediately decide that this is going to be one of your defining days, but no matter how much thought you gave it you couldn’t mentally prepare yourself? And you make yourself panic in anticipation? And then when things start happening you want to climb up on your friend’s roof and hide? Hide from your friends and hide from your enemies, the people you know, the people you don’t know, everyone around you is looking at you expecting you to do something and you don’t know what to do… so you want to hide in the dark where they can look all they want and not see anything? You really want to hide but you know you can’t? So you have to go out and face whatever happenings are coming your way. And then when you face them you totally mess things up? Everybody seems to know what you’re thinking and they look at you like you’re a loser? And then at the end of the day, you’re so confused as to what happened in which situation that you don’t know how to feel and you can’t even keep the different events straight in your own head? And then you just start to feel sick? Ever had one of those days?

Well I sure haven’t.

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