i've never ever been trick or treating before that i can remember, and i took my little brother last night. it was SO FUN!
i was at least as excited as he was, and after every house he'd throw his arms around me and tell me how much he loved me for taking him trick or treating, and i told HIM that i loved HIM for taking ME. i even got some pink nerds. i guess that house was inmpressed with my costume. i went as a poor college student in dusty clothes.
since my car is really busted for good, this is the first time i have seen my brothers in three weeks. i thought i was tripping out because i missed them so much. turns out i was just tripping out- i wasn't lonely for my bros, i was just lonely in general. i still am.
i think i need a hug.